my broken bridge

Can you re-build the broken bridge? Though I didn't burn it with fire, it would still be difficult to do. But I have decided to try. It was me who destroyed it, now it's my turn to fix it.

I still don't know if this is the right thing to do? At least, the missing number has just returned (NY, huh?), and it was truly a rainbow on my birthday.

Well, again, I will just have to ask Him, if He agrees that the bridge would need to be re-build and make it to the end of my journey, I'll do. But if not, I can't against His will, can I?