Back to work

First day at work, after being away for about 1.5 weeks, is hard! I thought I was going to fall asleep after lunch - since usually it's my nap time in the past few days. But I love working, good to keep my mind preoccupied and keep focus. This week should be pretty mellow since many people still on vacation, but soon all the rush will come back and back to hectic schedule.

Next week will be my first anniversary!

I'm back - Happy New Year 2014

I'm back! Entering 2014, I decided to:
-be less active on Facebook by deleting Facebook app on my iphone and ipad (still deciding if I want to deactivate my account, maybe not yet)
- start writing my blog again!

Lots of things happened in 2013, not so great things. Lets say I am happy to begin 2014 as I was eager to close 2013 chapter and start another new journey. Too much tears and disappointment last year that made me ready to give up. Yet, here I am writing with high hope for a a better life. Still lots of questions to find the answers, good or bad.
God please be with me.

Engagement Pictures by JB Williams Photography

I need you now -by Lady Antebellum

Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
Reachin for the phone cause I can't fight it anymore
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk and I need you now
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now
And I don't know how I can do without
I just need you now

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothin at all

It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now

And I don't know how I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Ooo, baby, I need you now

Good bye my dearest sister....

Phew....

I'd been really busy for the past 2 weeks, helping my best friend packing as she was moving to Germany. My childhood friend that already like a sister to me. Somehow we both ended up in the US together from our far away home. And now, one journey has ended and another one is open up.

I took her to the airport today, and said my good bye softly. I know we will see each other again, but it feels different now that I can't see her anytime I want to or just drive for an hour to see her. But I am happy for her...her new life is lay upon her in Germany. With a future husband.

Life is a roller coaster. I looked back a year ago and everything was so different. We knew nothing about this present time, or that she will be leaving us and move to Germany. A year ago, we both were still looking for the answers. Now we know. And it's a bitter sweet for us. I know it was hard for her too to leave everything as this land is already like a second home for her. But we all got to do what we have to do....and I will miss her so much......I already do.....

Good bye for now hun, and I know I will see you again at your wedding in December. Until then, take a good care of yourself.