Happy Halloween
Friday!
Today we had a costume contest for Halloween day at work....it's kinda a cool actually, the first winner will get $100. Wow! It's good. Too bad I didn't have any mood to participate. But people at work really dressed up, very interesting. Maybe next year I can dress up like a charming devil, you know, like Elizabeth Hurley at Bedazzled ^_^
Well...anyway, today was good to cheer me up a bit. I've been very disappointed lately. Is it really my faith that I can't pursue my dream? Though, I don't want to believe it. So far I've been fighting and fighting...I don't want to just give it up. But I dunno, should I really move to LA and start over again? Should I bury my hope and my dream for a better life? Should I and should I.....so many questions I can't figure out right now....
Happy Halloween
posted by Salmon-Rose at 11:56 AM
4 Comments:
randomly reading ur blog but u sound like u need advice so i'll chime in. don't know ur situation...only from what u write in blog entries. i say move to LA! fresh beginning is good for mind and soul. u say u been in san fran almost 2 yrs & it doesn't sound like u really like it there so make a change!
if u want a dream of fashion, we got that here. LA is a better place for fashion because we got a huge garment industry & lots of stores. i live in southern cali & can tell u housing is cheaper here than san fran, eats are better & cheaper, and the peeps down here are friendly and totally awesome!
u mentioned that FIDM place. we got that down here in LA too. u don't need to bury ur hope and dream. do fashion in LA & win all the way around - lots of fashion, awesome peeps, less expensive. get out of the san fran fog and come on down to southern cali! =)
Hey, Rene, I agree with the previous comment. It sounds like you're at a crossroads. Everyone deserves a better life and happiness! Move to LA and make your dream happen there. If I followed your blog correctly sounds like you're trying to end a relationship too. The guy must be a jerk if you feel the need to end it with him so be strong and cut him completely out of your life even though it is hard. From experience I know its the best thing to do. Its always tempting to get back with the guy but it never really works out in the end...you'll only get more emotionally hurt. If you feel the need to end it, you already know he's a jerk who won't change so why try to stay together with him? You said it so you know what you need to do...got to be strong, got to let it go if you can not hold on to him. No woman needs a jerk in her life...get away from him and your life in SF that's making you unhappy...take a chance on a new beginning and move to LA for a better life. Best of luck and god bless you!
Harus kuat! Pindah ke LA untuk kebahagiaan. Perjuangan anda akan berakhir segera. Kekasih anda jelek bagi anda.
Hi, just read your blog. Sounds like you are grappling with a few different issues right now--deciding to move to LA, trying to let go of a boyfriend, etc.
I don't know what types of music you listen too, but perhaps you can find strength in these lyrics the from Kelly Clarkson song "Breakaway" (sung in the movie 'The Princess Diaries 2').
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging with revolving doors
Maybe I don’t know where they’ll take me
Gotta keep movin on movin on
Fly away
Break away
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly.
Though it’s not easy to tell you goodbye
Take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away.
Out of the darkness and into the sun.
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk, take a chance,
Make a change, and break away
Breakaway
Break away
Since you don't seem happy in your current situation, why not take a risk, take a chance, make a change, and break away? You'll never know what potential happiness lies out there unless you let go of what is keeping you down. So be strong, Rene, let go of that boyfriend you know you should let go of, pursue your dreams of fashion in LA, and get out of the miserable fog of San Francisco and into the warm sun of LA!!! Wishing you all the best :-)
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