Wednesday, August 22, 2007

To live, and to love

Life of a human
with soul searching for love
when people pass through
when people come
and go

We see lives everyday
we see people looking for love
some of of them found the one - some still in search
some of them can be a keeper; and found the eternal love
but many are the seeker, have to lose and start to search again

life of a human
- with flesh and blood and a mind of soul
is a journey
is a long one, is a short one
is a fairy tale, or a soap opera
all with different journey but with one destination,
to find love......

Thursday, August 16, 2007

I just realized that I still had some old posts that somehow - for whatever the reason - still in my draft and I hadn't published them. Some of them were extremely out of date and I just had to delete them...but some...hmm...I decided to post them as a memory of things I would like to remember....
Some things definitely had changed, but I believe that we all need memories to color up our lives..the good, and even sometimes, the bad ones.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

No Me Ensenaste


Llama no importa la hora que yo estoy aqui
entre las cuatro paredes de mi habitacion
y es importante al menos decirte
que esto de tu ausencia duele, y no sabes cuanto

Ven aparece tan solo comunicate
que cada hora es un golpe de desolacion
es demasiado aburrido no estar a tu lado

Ven que mi alma no quiere dejarte ir
que los minutos me acechan, aqui todo es gris
que alrededor todo es miedo y desesperanza

Ven que nunca imaginaba como era estar sola
que no es nada facil cuando te derrotan
que no se que hacer, y aqui no queda nada de nada

No me enseñaste como estar sin ti
Y que le digo yo a este corazon
Si tu te has ido y todo lo perdi
Por donde empiezo, si todo acabo
No me enseñaste como estar sin ti
Como olvidarte si nunca aprendi

Llama y devuelveme todo lo que un dia fui
esta locura de verte se vuelve obsesion
cuando me invaden estos dias tristes
siempre recuerdo mi vida, yo como te amo

Ven que mi cuerpo la pasa extrañandote
que mis sentidos se encuentran fuera de control
es demasiado aburrido no estar a tu lado

Ven que nunca imaginaba como estar sola
que no es nada facil cuando te derrotan
que no se que hacer, que aqui no queda nada de nada

No me enseñaste como estar sin ti
Y que le digo yo a este corazon
Si tu te has ido y todo lo perdi
Por donde empiezo, si todo acabo
Como olvidarte si nunca aprendi

No me enseñaste amor como lo hago sin ti

No me enseñaste como estar sin ti
Y que le digo yo a este corazon
Si tu te has ido y todo lo perdi
Por donde empiezo, si todo acabo
Como olvidarte si nunca aprendi

Thalia

en memoria de mi ex-novio

April 19, 2006

Sunday, August 12, 2007

To the boy from the ocean

Long after the death
of my long broken relationship
I finally awaken
I finally can feel the love again
with the boy from the ocean
who loves the sea with passion
whose wings are strong
and freely fly to wherever the wind blows

I love his freedom
and I adore his dreams
though I can’t get closer to him
and though I know this is only as close as I could get
I still linger in the chaos

no matter how hard I tried
I can’t reach you if you keep pushing me away

I ain't plead anymore...
I don’t want to force destiny
my dream speaks one language,
but reality speaks in its own

I don’t want to be only one
who always makes the call
so I will respect your choice
if this is what you want
I will follow
if this is what makes you happy
I will let you

You are the one who loves freedom,
fly now
I will just look at you
flying up in the sky
slowly but sure until you disappear from my sight

And I can only wish you the best for your journey

July 16, 2006

Sunday, August 05, 2007

I had a dream...

I had a dream last night: I was in Hong Kong, walking along by myself in a hot humid cloudy day, the rain was just about to fall down to the earth. I felt so free. I knew soon I would meet my mom, and my dad. And I had shopping to do. No jobs due, no worriness, nothing.

I woke up and I realized, I am still here.

*sigh*

Dunno why I had that dream, perhaps because I was browsing my old blog yesterday...reading my own thoughts, my own memories. My sadness, my happiness. And I think I am missing home now.

I wrote this one about a year ago:

If only
God gave me a pair of wings
so I could fly
high above to the blue sky
and my wings were strong
so I would fly
thousands of miles
across the lands, across the oceans
fly to see those brown eyes I miss
always filled with so much love
to hold those wrinkle hands, yet, always covered with warmth

then I would fly to see the face
that is aging with time
but her passion would never be defeated
and her love is timeless
and for me, she will always be the same one
from the day I was born, until the end of time

If only I could have
a pair of wings
then I would fly
to you, Mother, my home and within your love

And yes, I met her last year too...and ever since that, I thought I was able to handle this feeling of being homesick. Well, I was wrong, this is like a virus that you can't ever cure. When you feel strong, you won't feel it, but when it comes to your deeper thoughts, you will realize that the feeling will always be there....

Friday, August 03, 2007

^_^

I got promoted….
^_^

and I didn’t even see that coming. I felt that I missed my chance already,
twice, when out of nowhere my boss told me that I just got promotion.
Again, the best ting happened when you didn’t have any expectation.

Anyway, I feel I am making my dream comes true now, step by step, just a
baby step…..and I am still far from where I wanted my life to be. But I
started to see some progress in my life.

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