Hmm....I actually don't really have anything to write...or perhaps too much that I don't even know how should I begin?

Anyway, I am living my life now. Couple of things happened at work....and I just can take a deep breath, and move on. One thing for sure, it's not easy working with someone who has tantrum.
Sometimes I feel so dull, that I am stuck here. But of course, looking back again at my past, what I have now is much better than before. Perhaps I am just complaning too much. I put so much patience to begin with this, what's wrong with another wait? Of course, people always say how nice I am, how easy I am to work with, still, I dont think I succeed, yet. And I don't know for how much longer I should wait?

So many things that are still up in the air....What happened last Wednesday at Trang's, what have happened all these past months. Reminded me how close I am for tears.

Sometimes I feel that I live in the misty air...How much I would like to have at least, one thing to settle down. Is it maybe that I am making my life more complicated than what it should be? And I still don't know the answer.

Happy Birthday Michael!

Easter Vigil

Yesterday, I went to the same church that I did last year...I guess since that the only one nearby here that has a complete Good Friday mass celebration in the evening. Hmm...I should start making some arrangement so I dont have to work every Good Friday. And this year I came back, didnt miss my Holy Thursday, yay!

Still debating now whether I should go to church for tonight and go again tomorrow, or maybe just go tomorrow on Easter Sunday....

It's been a while since my real post. And I dont really have anything to write now, just want to remind myself how I feel right now - so in the future when I need to look back I would know.
I am happy now....though I dont have any expectation, I dont dare to have it anymore I guess, in the past it would only bring me down to disappointment. But what I feel now, slightly reminded me with what I had a year ago. I dunno if this time is the right time? Yo no se. We'll see. So far everything is moving slowly, but I guess that's better right? So we can make a stronger foundation. Though I dunno what is the goal yet, but somehow I have belief. That's why, I want to prove to myself if this time my instinct is right, or not.....

So no, I dont want to push on anything...just let it flow this time.