Thursday, June 29, 2006

Keep on walking

It’s ok
I told myself
if this is the end of my journey
cause I won’t stop here
for I will keep on walking

It’s fine
if this is not a happy ending story
that I am not a Cinderella
I will not shed my tears
and I will keep on walking

don’t tell me to stop (for I won’t)
don’t tell me to mourn (for I’ll never do)
but you can tell me
to keep on walking (I know I will)

in my life, within my journey
I know I will fall
I know I have fallen
but I’ll be strong
with my own strength
because I know, I will always walk
through the end of the road

and I will keep on walking
I told myself
and I will always do

Monday, June 19, 2006

My Final Chapter

It's all done. I closed another chapter in my life.
I have prepared myself with the worst scenarios, so in the end when it
finally happened, well, at least it didn't feel like a lightning struck.
I had several bad scenarios in my thought plus the worst one, and as if
this was a test, reality checked on those scenarios including the worst.

Well, I won't say that I'm not affected at all. Sad, disappointed,
confused, they're all mix in my heart. But it won't make me fall, I had
much worse than this in the past, so I'll be fine. Maybe I will need some
times to heal, and it shouldn't take long.

So....that was it. My journey for about...hmm....well, half a year? Maybe
longer if I consider the very first time, and that was about a year ago.

Now I know, God had answered my question. I had some conversation with Him
about this, and again, He and I don't have the same decision, but I know
whatever He says, will be the best for me.

I'll be fine.

Friday, June 02, 2006

Mama (Il Divo)

A very beautiful song. Mothers, listen to this one....



Mama thank you for who I am
Thank you for all the things I'm not
Forgive me for the words unsaid
For the times
I forgot

Mama remember all my life
You showed me love,You sacrificed
Think of those young and early days
How I've changed
along the way

And I know you believed
And I know you had dreams
And I'm sorry it took all this time to see
That I am where I am because of your truth
I miss you, I miss you

Mama forgive the times you cried
Forgive me for not making right
All of the storms I may have caused
And I've been wrong
Dry your eyes

Mama I hope this makes you smile
I hope you're happy with my life
At peace with every choice I made
How I've changed
Along the way
And I know you believed in all of my dreams
And I owe it all to you, Mama


(Jeff...thanks for the mp3! ^_^)

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